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that song of Keane reminds me of something near by me. me included. well haha yeah, I just think that now and yesterday are totally different since I'm now in highschool and yesterday, I was still in junior high. but that's not only thing I am going to write about. I know, everything changes except the changes itself. I was just don't really care of it, I thought, yes I would change, but it's not going to be a big change. I'd be like this in the next 2 years, 4 years, 10 years, but no, that's kinda thought of a little kid. Now I know, different surrounding could effect someone nearly a whole life.

I'm now a highschooler, in somewhere people think is the best place to get their kid in. yes it is, its output achievement is the best until now. I wanna be one of them, continue the myth of my school that studying there would directly bring you to the university you want to be in. yeah, I'm on my way to it. but no offense, I never in the mood to study. I'd love to play play play and play. isn't it normal to a teenager like me? IT IS!!!!

last year, I was addicted to something that, I can't deny, like a half of my life, Korean things. no, I'm not saying that I regret it (well although I can hear a voice in my head saying that I am), but I found out why some people thought I was insane. because yes I was! thank God I'm not addicted anymore. I still like it, some songs still can bring a whole lot memories, but I'm just not really into it.

since I loved K-Things, I was focused in it, I didn't care what has happened in my real life, literally, I forgot that I had some life to walk on. that was a pity. in high school, thanks for them who made me realize that my real life is here. I have a crush at a real boy (not literally, since I used to have a crush at Korean artists), play at somewhere a teenager used to play, wear clothes that a teenager used to wear, and another list of a-teenager-used-to.

and in high school, sad to say, I had my first broken heart things. Haha, I feel fool since that someone who broke my heart was an old friend of mine, my junior high friend. let's just call him X. we used to be close since I was in 8th grade. since the first time he moved to my school. but I didn't really pay attention to him, because I was with another someone. I don't know whether he knew it or not since he kept texting me and I replied.

in the 9th grade, we got closer, but no, he never told me that he liked me. so I never got concerned to it as well. who cares? I enjoyed that period of time where we was, um, actually, playing behind my bf's back. but then, some day, there was an unknown number texted me, asking whether I was dating someone or not. I told him the truth, yes I was. he finally replied, I should have waited for a moment, that I could get someone better than my bf.

several days after that, my friend told me that it was a friend of X, talked about X. I felt... sorry. after that day, X's texts decrease, until finally we can say, he never. X told my friend, Anya, he liked me. well that's just a junior high complication.

time goes by, I got to senior high. he moved to the other town, not really far from mine. but we never got to a conversation again, that was why I didn't really care. I had broken up with my junior high bf. one day, in a, we can say, accidentally happened, we talk in a chat window, talking about everything we had lost since 9th grade. don't you think, I was single, he was too, why dont we both continue what was never happened?

I thought so, and I thought he was too. since then, he started to text me again. for nearly a month, from november to december 2010, we were close. I captured every moment he made me melt in my bb. you know, that captures could make me like, um, fly?

he called me, SY (initial, but I tell you, its not 'sayang', its something sweeter than that) in his texts, and tweeted, "I think I've got my SY! :p". who the hell on this earth would ever think that it was not for her?! I thought it was for me! I started to think, it's going to be serious, he seemed serious too. I didn't know that he was just playing a game. game should be fun, but I don't think so. it wasn't fun at all.

on the beginning of december, he told me that he'd like to spend a whole day with me if he come to my town. I said yes, of course. what could I say? I was soooo happy like crazy. and 2 days before my birthday, which is December 10th, he texted me, told me that he'd come to town at friday, december 10th. THIS WAS A SUPER SURPRISE. he didn't say anything about my birthday, he just promised that he'd come.

at the day, in the morning, he texted me, saying "Happy Birthday Dyah Putri Puspitasari, all the best for you :)". he was the first! what a blast. when I was on my way to school, I replied his text. just in a second, he called! but unfortunately, I was out of signal, I couldn't hear what he said. I told him to call again at 11. omfg, don't you think he was going to confess something? I did!

when the school was over, I got my bb and look if there was a text or missedcall or smthg like that from him. and yes, I got 3 texts and 1 missed call. but those 3 texts said that he couldn't come today because his mother wouldn't allow him to. Damn it. but before I reply his text, he texted me again, saying that he'd come. I thought, hehe, thank God.

I ignored my friends, I went home earlier than usual, I want everything to be perfect when he come. he told me that he'd pick me up at 5, and asked me to go watch a movie. you know, I was like, arrrr damn I was in love with him!! we kept texting each other by waiting the time. at 4.30, dunno why, I got a bad feeling, it was raining outside and it was too late for us to go out. I texted him, telling that it was raining in my town. he told me he had known, and asked me to be calm, because if it wasn't possible for us to go out, it'd be okay for him if he just go to my house and talk with me there.

it was already 6 and he was still on his way. I was afraid that that day would be a mess. and... that was a mess indeed. at 8, he hadn't came yet, I asked him, wasn't it better if we go out tomorrow. he said sorry and answered yes. I knew he was sorry, but it couldn't heal my disappointment.

the next day, december 11st, i went to school to learn physics. he picked me up at school, in front of my classmates. everyone knew that he was a close friend of mine. more than close. we went to a mall, had lunch, watched movie, and eye shopping from a shop to another one. he said, "I come here to celebrate your birthday, could you please make this a present from me?" I said yes by smiling.

he got me to my house at 4, we talked infront of my house several minutes and finally, that day was over. he said goodbye. he didn't confess anything.

since then, I was the one who started a conversation. he never texted me first. 3 days after that fckn day, he dated a girl, his school mate. well, you can imagine how I would act over that.

that was my first broken heart in my whole life. i finally know how a broken heart feels like. and no, I don't want to feel that again. since then, I can't have a crush at anyone. I cried for some months, still can't forget about that damn broken heart things. I regret everything has happened to us. I wish I never met him.

But thank God, I've found someone to heal that wound. A :)

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annyeong~~
hari ini gw seneng banget, jd gw mo ngepost komen2 berkesan dari temen2 TCI tentang TL, fanfic gw yg dipost di sana. sekalian juga kalimat2 yg di quote ama temen2. oh iya, TL itu 'True Love', ceritanya tentang lovelife anak2 SS gitu. ada adegan kisseu-nya sih, 3x. hehe gpp lah, FF doang ini.

gue post komen2 terahir aja, jd last impression gt deh. [maybe edited frequently]

1. Kak Riska, yg selalu komen setiap partnya ^^

woahhhhhh...dyahhhhh...akhirnya selesai juga ceritanya...
nice story...walau endingnya agak sedih...
tapi aku setuju, emang si baby harus bersikap dewasa...
walaupn wajah tetap cute...tapi sikap harus sesuai dengan umur...hehehe...

thanks dyah...ceritanya bener2 bikin aku pengen tau terus kelanjutannya...
karena cerita true love ini dah abiez...so...bikin cerita lagi yakkk...
pastinya yang gak kalah bagus dari ini...malah harus lebih bagus...

ok dyah...aku tunggu cerita lainnya okehhh...Hwaiting!!!! 127.gif

luv u 119.gif 174.gif

Riska ^^

2. kak riny, yg selalu komen jg ^^

OMOO.... dyah aku ol dr warnet nih.. jd gk bisa denger HOWL. huhuhu ntar dirumah baca lagii...

ya ampyunnn.. ini cerita dibuka sama yang kocak2 tapi ko ditutup sama SAD ENDING sihh??!! 109.gif 109.gif


QUOTE
“kasus? Kau berlebihan sekali hyung -,-“
“omo! Aku dibilang berlebihan oleh orang yang paling berlebihan dari orang paling berlebihan yang kukenal.”
<<== DUET MAUT KOCAK.. 116.gif 116.gif ini si rae bener2.. maksudnya apa dtg dtg bilang mau nikah sama JAZ. *mencak mencak* minta dibunuh kaliii.. 114.gif 114.gif sabar yah Joonie.. 1.gif QUOTE aku tidak pernah merasakan bagaimana rasanya ditinggal oleh orang yang kucintai. Ah~ aku ingin menjadi awan yang diam membisu. Meskipun awan selalu diam, tidak pernah menyatakan cinta pada orang yang dicintainya, ia selalu bisa mengawasi orang itu. Betapa bahagianya. Selalu melihat orang yang dicintai, dimanapun ia berada. Cinta yang sejati, yang selalu dirasakan dalam hati. Aku tahu, saat seseorang jatuh cinta, ia pasti akan merasa sudah jatuh cinta pada orang yang tepat. Pasti merasa kalau orang itu adalah cinta sejatinya. Itulah rasa cinta. Semuanya memang jadi indah. akhirnyaaaa.... kyu mengeluarkan kata2 dengan benar jugaa.. !!! ahahahha 174.gif baru di PART ini nih KYU ngomongnya beneerrr... yahh.. TL sudah berakhir.. 109.gif Thanks yah dyah udah bikin cerita2 yang seruuu... SUKSES buat UAN nanti.. GOMAWOEO !! 127.gif 127.gif 127.gif

3. kak ajengemma, yg aku br kenal :D

QUOTE
aku tidak pernah merasakan bagaimana rasanya ditinggal oleh orang yang kucintai. Ah~ aku ingin menjadi awan yang diam membisu. Meskipun awan selalu diam, tidak pernah menyatakan cinta pada orang yang dicintainya, ia selalu bisa mengawasi orang itu. Betapa bahagianya. Selalu melihat orang yang dicintai, dimanapun ia berada. Cinta yang sejati, yang selalu dirasakan dalam hati. Aku tahu, saat seseorang jatuh cinta, ia pasti akan merasa sudah jatuh cinta pada orang yang tepat. Pasti merasa kalau orang itu adalah cinta sejatinya. Itulah rasa cinta. Semuanya memang jadi indah.


setuju ma reply yang sebelumnya...
akhirnya Kyu Jong oppa bisa ngomong bener juga... *mungkin otaknya pas lagi ga konslet kali ya... LOL*


SAD ENDING....
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4. kak hanny, yg semangatin aku :D

dyaaahh...
maksiihh bener...
aaihh udah brapa kalik yah aku nangis baca cerita dyah.. *Jujur loh.. sambil ngitung*

mulai dari awal yaakk??
awalnya..
aku ngekeh sambil sesirkusan..
lucu abis dah duet maut SaengKyu..
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aku nangis di part epilogue yang quote temen" di atas..
aiih..
maknanya dalem bangeett..
tumben kyukyu bener en pemikirannya lagi bener... 114.gif 114.gif 114.gif


teruss aku juga nangis waktu...
QUOTE
Rae.. aku masih mencintaimu sampai detik ini. Ini kenang-kenangan dariku, dijaga ya! pakai mug ini kapanpun kau minum, supaya ingat terus padaku dan pada kenangan kita.
Aku sudah bisa menerima semuanya. Berkat hyung-hyungku, aku jadi bertambah kuat dan dewasa. Dan berkat dirimu, aku jadi belajar apa arti cinta yang sesungguhnya. Dan aku tahu, aku sedang merasakannya ^^
Aku selalu mengharapkan kau bahagia, Rae. Jadi bahagialah selalu.
aku punya pesan penting!
setiap 2 tahun sekali, di hari yang sama dimana kau menceritakan tentang Jaz, kita bertemu di jembatan, ya! meskipun kau tidak datang, aku akan terus menunggu. Walaupun kau sudah menikah dengan Jaz nantinya, tetaplah datang! Dan walaupun aku sudah jadi om-om bersuara seperti Jungmin nanti , aku akan tetap menunggumu. Jangan lupa, ya ^^ aku mencintaimu.

walopun pas ada jungminnya aku ngekeh sambil nangis.. eommaaa~~~

huehehhe... ternyata KyuKyu yang bilang true loph itu.. XD
suukkaaaa saaannggaatt kaataaa" ituhhhh.. *nunjuk bawah*
QUOTE
Akupun suatu saat akan mendapatkan cinta sejatiku, bersama saudara-saudaraku, SS501. my true love, my forever love.”


dyaaaahhh..
maap komennya kepanjangan
komen terakir soalnya *bow*
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kita" nungguin yaaakkk cerita selanjutnyaaa...
XD

TBC

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holaa~~
first, gue mo cerita tentang kisah anggur, yang memberikan ide untuk mengabadikan sebuah nama akakak.
malem itu gue lagi online sambil makan anggur, pas liat anggur ijo, entah kenapa kok kebayang SS501 *kayaknya emang mereka mulu deh yg kebayang ama gue*
jadilah gue membikin ini;



huehehe itu kan warna ijo ijo gitu.. jadi ajah memberikan ilham XDD~~

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yang kedua gue mau share tentang buku catetan gue yg sangat penting sekali, isinya pelajaran-pelajaran sama gambar-gambar gajelas tentang apa ajah gitu.. keke.. asalnya itu buku biasa aja, terus gue kasih sampul bikinan sendiri, depan belakangnya jadi kayak gini;


kekeke.. sampul bagian depannya sih gambarnya random yah, tp sampul belakangnya sih isinya english translation dari lagu-lagu K-POP yang aku suka gituuu. foto Young Saeng ama Hyung Jun baby terpaksa banget di tempel di belakang karena di depan udah kepenuhan T.T
*abisnya foto leader 2 sihh kekeke*





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well, sebenernya hari ini itu gue lagi berdebar menghadapi UN yang bakal dateng bentar lagi. gue harus berjuang keras suapaya bisa dapet nilai UN bagus dan masuk ke SMA 3 Bandung yang SBI. I have to fight for this, cz I won't make my parent down.

jadi gue musti jarang-jarang online dan sering-sering belajar. hiks.
yah pokoknya gitu deh^^ doakan sayaaaa XDD~

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kemarin tanggal 24 Desember smp1 bagi rapot..
gue ranking 10 sih, tp udah cukup bersyukur *yaiyalah scara mid kemaren gue ranking 13* lagian menurut gue rapot gue bagus kok, tp ternyata masih urutan ke10. well, berarti temen2 gue lebih bagus.

gue dan keluarga udah ngerencanain buat liburan ke jogja, kampung halaman gue. entah kenapa gue selalu seneng tiap kali bisa ke jogja XDD~ semua hal yg ada di jogja itu indah, bapak2 pengamen yg main gitar di jalan, tukang becak yg ngobrol satu sama lain, lampu remang2 di kanan kiri jalan,
semuanya.

banyak yg terjadi selama perjalanan, malem2 pas kita udah sampe di ibukota provinsi DIY, gue buka jendela mobil dan ngerasain udara malem jogja secara langsung. bahagiaaanya XD

gue itung2 ternyata di jogja itu banyak banget perempatan, jadinya banyak banget lampu lalulintas. kita ke jogja lewat outer-ringroot *gue gak negrti sih, tp bapake blg gitu* jadi kyk perkampungan gitu. ternyata mobil di depan mobil yg gue tumpangin itu berplat nomer
B ........ JJ

jadilah gue sebut mobil itu sbg 'si JJ' *you know JJ, right? one of DBSK member XD*
selama perjalanan kita selalu bersama sampe akhirnya JJ yg notabene adalh mobil yg punya CC lebih tinggi dr mobil yg gue tumpangin ninggalin kita jauh dibelakang.

hiks sedih sekali.
*nggak juga sih*

begitu sampe di rumah nenek gue, gue langsung mandi. sumpeh di jogja panas banget. tp seneng *still*
di kamarmandi ada CICAK.
sialaaaaan gue udah mau kabur aja dari kamar mandi kalo gak mikirin malu ke sodara2 yg akan selalu memeprhatikan tingkahlaku gue bagaikan gue adalah seorang penyanyi dan mereka pengamat musik. well, gak juga sih.

gue tidur cukup malem, karena emg lg kesel jd gak bisa tidur.
sebenernya td malem yg sebenernya adalah christmast eve,
berakhir tanpa kesan sama sekaali *abis gue gak ke semarang sih*
dan.. org yg gue tungguin buat ngubungin gue, mlaha nggak ngehubungin sama sekali. gue hubungin aja gue gak diwaro. geleuh banget sih.

err.. jadi males banget.

pagi ini, gue puas kokoreaan bertemu suami2ku. *HJL,YS, KJ, JM, BB*
sebenernya gue pengen jalan2 kemanaaaa gitu ah. tp hari ini ortu gue punya schedule padet sih. jd gakbisa jalan2 kemana2. gue bisa sendiri, ke ambarukmo plaza ato kemana gitu lah. sayangnya gak boleh.

habis jum'atan ortu gue bakal ke rumah pakde gue deket gowongan lor buat acara keluarga. tp gue gamau ikut ah, males sumpah. *kecuali kalo bisa mampir ke galeria*
tp kyknya gak bisa.

to be continued..

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hari ini aku gak masuk sekolah karena sakit. uh~ gak enak deh sendirian dirumah. kerjaannya cuma tiduran, makan, nonton tv dan paling banter online.
online pun yang online cuma dikit, *yaiyalah jelas aja, secara org mah pada sekolah*
nah itulah gak enaknya musti sakit.
ceritanya aku itu kena radang, demam dan dokternya bilang 'dengan kemampuan yang saya punya saya belum bis memastikan kl ini bukan demam berdarah.' ah~~ dokternya bikin deg2an aja.

skarang aku lagi agak ada kerjaan dan atau harus apa. yaudh aku urus lagi blogku ang tidak teururus ini. *terpaksa banget*

oke. sekarang kita harus mulai darimanakah?
ah aku juga bingung~~
oiya mari aku ceritakan tentang mimpi aku tadi malem.
masa yah, tadi malem itu aku mimpi ngegendong anak bayi! ah~~ serem! *gak deng* yah pokonya aku inget banget tuh selimutnya warna biru. ckckckckck
gatau deh maknanya apa. mungkinkah cuma sebuah bunga tidur ataukah sebuah pertanda akan sebuah hal?
no one knows

*buset apaan sih ni geje banget*

sorry..
let's talk about my favorite song.
aku lagi suka lagu crazy for you SS501.
yaa kan udah beberapa lama ini akut freak SS501.

aku suka banget bangian YS yang agak tinggi, yg bilang 'cz i'm so crazy for you' sama bagian JM yang nyanyi itu jg.. sumpah enak bangeeeeet..
sayang aku gak nemu liriknya XP
rap di bagian ahir jg gak nahhhaaaan..
ckck

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eheh emang bener yaa kalo kita mo nyadarin bahwa kita itu suka dan sayang mungkin cinta sma seseorang itu kita harus ditinggal dulu sama orang itu? ah kalo kata gue sih engga jugaaa. kalo menurut guee, perasaan kita itu diatur sama mood kita. yakan yadong? hehe. tapi banyak banget yg bilang kalo kita itu seringkali ga sadar kalo kita sayang sama seseorang, dan kita baru sadar waktu orang itu ninggalin kita, saat kita udah gapunya kesempatan untuk nyadarin kalo kita masi sayang sama orang itu. tapi yaaaaa, pengalaman gue mah engga gitu. mungkin aja ada benernya sih, kan pengalaman orang beda beda. kalo gue sih gini.
jadi kan pas kapan gitu pernah. gue lagi sebbbbeeeell ga nahhan sama si diaa. ih ga enak yah disebutnya si dia. x aja heeh. sama si x. nah itu teh gara garanya waktu kapan itu teh si x 'asa' tiis, asa males jawab sms gue, asa begitudeeeh. nah kalo hipotesa gue sih yaa, itu teh karna game -_______- dasar maniac. yaa terus, besoknya gue dapet kabar buruk. ternyata ada cowo keren bangeeeeet ngeceng gue *alah!* udah enggak tapinya. nah si anya -yang ngabarin gue- bilang
anya : mereun masih dee! udah coba kmu sms aja (padahal saat itu kita lg disekolah--classmeet)
dee : heeh ya? tp gue gapunya pulsa men!
anya : hayu beli lah! gue juga mo beli da!
dee : gimana keluar gerbangnya, on
anya : bilang aja deh mo motokopi ini (sambil ngangkat lembar bing)
dee : heeh bener. youre so great! *alah ga deng gue ga blg gini
ahirnya kita berusaha buat keluar. baju gue sama anya keluar. mangfusss kalo ketemu bu poni *disamarkan* bakalan gaboleh keluar lagi ah. yaudah aja kita benerin dan siapin tampang 'saya tidak berbohong'. trus kita ke ruang piket. disana ada pak bagja AGUNG dan bu poni. untung baju kita sudah masuk (baca: dilipat). trus kita bilang
kita : pa bagjaaaa kita mo keluar dong mao motokopi ini buat pebaikan bing
pb : emng ada gitu?
kita : ada pak, ni kertasnya *padahal itu no need to difotokopi.
pb : yaudah sana. jangan lama
kita yes yesan gitu deh diluar. trus ngeliat ada tukan cisi *disamarkan juga*. aku teh pen beli mumpung diluar, tp si emangnya gada kembalian. siallll. terus kita ngelanjutin perjalanan ke tukang fotkopi (baca: konter pulsa). disana gue beli goceng anya juga. buat smsan sm si keren aja laaaah. trus kita balik kesekolah dengen sumringah. sebenernya gue aja yg mustinya sumringah, kan gue yg mo smsan sm si keren. tp dia ikutan. katanya dia juga mau sms si keren. eleuh dasarrrrrr.
terus aku sms dia.
hey, *i*
dengan cepat si keren bales.
hey juga..
gue ama anya terus mikir. what!? cuman gitu ajah balesannya? alaaaah ga rame. geus ah gausah bales guenya juga males tiis gitu -___________-
tapi kata anya, biasanya si keren suka sms dobel dobel. waaaw thats good.
lama ditunggu dia blmjuga sms. soalny hape di saku gue ga geter geter. errrh. kita teh ngelupain itu weh, trus maen maen. pas gue coba liat hape gue. you know what!? TERNYATA INBOX PENUH JADI GABISA NERIMA SMS. siaaaaaaaaaaaaaalann. gue apus weh 1 buah sms dr si x. ahirnya sms masuk dr si keren. katanya
hey, tumben sms. kenapa?
gitcuuuu. yeaaaaaaaay! lgsg gue bales weh. smsan deeeeh. hahaha. tp gue yakin bener kalo perasaan seneng gue saat itu CUMA karena gue seneng ada cowo keren ngeceng gue pada saat itu. yakaannn?
nah. jadi kesimpulan wacana diatas adalah, gini.
gue lagi sebel sama si x. ditambah lagi ada si keren yg waktu itu ngeceng gue. jadi tambah tambah lah. gitcu. tapi kan lama lama juga keselnya ama x ilang, ama si keren juga. jadi kembali seperti semula gituuuuh. terus ada cerita lagi tentang hubungannya mood dan perasaan sayang.
jadi gini. kemaren pas gue 4bulanan, bertepatan dengan saat PMS gue. pas 4bulanan itu gue bete banget sumpahnya, soalnya, itu teh berapa-bulanan pertama yg kita bisa ketemu disekolah. seengganya senyum ke, nyapa kek, apa kek gitu. INI MAH, oh goooooooooodddd its really made me gloom. bener deh yaaa, mendingan kita gausah ketemu tau ga sih kalo lagi berapa-bulanan. sumpeh. mana teh malemnya, si x ga ngsms gue sampe jam setengah sepuluh malem. saat itu gue beneran kesel banget banget, dan gue masih nungguin sambil duduk dan baca novel padahal udah ngantuk.
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gue beneran ga sabar, yaudah gue tutup novel terus berusaha tidur. tapi gabisaaaa. z. terus a few after that si x FINALLY ngsms. tp kan gue udah bete duluan, jd males. dia ngsms nanya gue ud tdur apabelom. gue jawab 'udah' gitu. trus terahir2nya, krna gue sebel dia SAMASEKALI ga ngucapin, gue sms gini.
oh yaudah deh aku tdur aja. ngantuk.
met malem.
SELAMAT 4 BULANAN.
gpp kmu gainget juga.
sms ini jangan dibales.
terus gue sengaja biarin inbox gue penuh biar gada sms yg bisa masuk. pas besoknya gue liat. ada alerts di hp gue.
memori inbox penuh! hapus sms lama bla bla bla
terserah. gue gamau liat ada sms dr si x. tp ko lama lama penasaran juga, yaudah gue coba hapus satu sms. trnyata bener sms dr si x. halah. gue bete bercampur geleuh campur seneng dikit. hehe. terus gue buka tu sms. katanya dia teh bla bla bla. gue nganggep itu alesan doang. and I'm a hundred percent dont care.
tapi pas malemnya, gue sms dia gini.
ngapain sih kirim sms banyak banget? -,-
org disuruhnya jangan bales juga ih
dia malah bilang buat antisipasi? hah what r u talking about. disitu teh gue masi bete banget. tp smsan lama lama ko gue jadi asa biasa aja, jadi kea gimana gituh *alah*. trus teh gue jadi luluh pas dia bilang kalo dia beneran inget. duh jangan jangan gue yg salah lagi ah. trus yagitudeh yagitudeh. haha. tp beneran deh yaaaa, perasaan kita itu tergantung mood, kalo lo ngerasa ga sayang krna lo marah sp tau lo bakal sayang lagi dengan berjalannya waktu *eleuh
terus terus, kenapa yah suami istri bisa tahan bertaun taun ga bosen? padahal yah, kalo menurut gue gini. pertama kita jadian kita pasti sayang banget banget sama pacar kita. itu pertama. nah selanjutnya, kita bakal nemu kekurangan pacar kita, terus kalo kita gabisa nerima kekurangan itu kita pasti gabakal tahan. gue udah ngerasain sendiri. kekurangan mereka itulah yg bisa ngurangin rasa sayang kita. beneraaaaaaaan sumpah. duh! haha tapi yang kali ini gue gamau berakhir ga berarti kea yg laen laen, kali ini gue mau menjaga hati -meskipun sumpahnya makan hati terus saben hari- tapi yaaa kita coba :D

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