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all this time, I thought we were meant to be real. I didn't know that we were just playing a game. no, not literally. I'm still wondering, how could I didn't realize that from the first place, I meant nothing to you and we were just friends.

remember about my first broken heart? yeah, that one. my friend told me that he wasn't really into me. I know that beside of me, he was close with his schoolmate as well. that's it. I don't think that he had another affair. apparently, when he was pretty close with me, when I think he tweeted for me, maybe that wasn't all true. some of them maybe for someone else. cos he was close with one of my junior high friend too. wasn't he great? there's an Indonesian quotation saying 'Perkuat di pusat berbanyak di cabang'. and he excellently did that. I can't be shocked more x_x

until now, I'm still keeping those hard feelings of my first broken heart. I'm not going to have a good friendship with him again, and I have someone to replace his position, but I think I still have something left in him. don't misunderstand, I don't wanna be with him. never ever.

I don't know, but recently, I don't feel good of everything. you know, everything just seems so wrong to me. I think I need some time-offs of these monotones. everyday, I get out of my mood. there's nothing could make me really happy since then. there's always something that could make me down. I don't know how to get back to the real me, but I want it so bad. sometimes I think I really need the 'me time' for only me. but I'm not sure it is going to work.

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